I’m Scared (A Letter to My Soul)

I’m scared.

Scared of losing what I have
in pursuit of what I’m Becoming.

Scared of being Me
for fear it may scare You.

Scared of walking this path
alone.

Scared of chasing my dreams
and losing my Home.

Scared of having no template,
having no Map.
Scared to lose my Way,
to lose my Path.

Scared I’m too late,
yet there’s no turning back.
Scared to be great,
scared to fall flat.

I’m fucking scared.

Scared that the money
will drive us apart.
Scared that my honey
has lost her pure heart.

Scared that I didn’t tell her
didn’t tell her enough
Scared that I didn’t share
that I didn’t share love.

Scared that my kids
will not understand
Scared that they don’t know
I need to be a man.