I really would like to see you turn this same lens onto the Cult of Covid which uses phrases like #FollowTheScience and continues to dwell in denial at the level of corruption and malfeasance in the political world and in mainstream medicine. Look no further than the sainting (and continued employment of as spokesman to solve Covid in the US) of proven liar Tony Fauci.
What I am getting at here is the question one of our generations truly great public philosophers Charles Eisenstein implores us to ask, "What if I'm wrong?"
I ask because I also have ties to the US West Coast psychedelic/New Age movement but I've also got a background in researching parapolitics and, from my perspective, this whole movement that you seem to be part of which is looking into where your so-called conspiratuality movement went wrong seems entirely too naive and, yes, Love and Light, about the nature of Power and the means to which those who employ it will use to achieve their ends.
At this point, if you aren't taking seriously things that have been cast into the realm of conspiracy theory such as the Great Reset, Agenda 2030, etc., it seems you're just playing the role of useful idiot in the War on Populism.
I encourage you to look up the work of CJ Hopkins at consentfactory.org and read his three essays on the Covidian Cult. It might help you see that there are very intelligent, insightful critiques of what's happening coming from people who have long identified as being on the Left. Such critiques can't be easily dismissed, IMHO, but to entertain them means one will inevitably challenge one's worldview if one is buying the mainstream narrative surrounding COVID-19.